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Here I am, again.

It's a bit dusty.

Haven't been here for a while.

Spider rags on the wall...

Slightly crooked, the dust is falling of the words.

Lines have lost their meaning, just a bit.

The bearing is lost, the direction has missed its point.

Page corners are curling, the book is veil, the rickety desk is failing..

Life has gone by, time has seeped through the cracks, happiness has filled the holes.

Love has slowly but surely filled up to the edge of the void and is now merrily trickling down the edges.

The feeling of freedom of rest and of the warm sun are shining through the blinds of eye lashes and blue eyes are staring at mine..

The beauty of the world rests her head on my breast and sleeps restlessly and I love her all the more..

Taking flight in the sky's pool of empty glad moonlight, sliver strings singing, their song and the birds are there too..

Here it is, the glimps of this, the inkling of why, the question of what and the puzzle of how.

Nice!

Until next time dear friends...

I Have Found The Thing I'll be Looking For

Here is an interesting concept: "I have found what I am looking for.". What have I found?

Posed in another way. I have found something, now I can finally start looking for it. What have I found?

It's a concept which, in language, is masked by a similar but different concept. It's a meta version of the everyday concept, if you will.

Let me give some more context to try to make it more clear. In my life I have always been in search for something of which I've only had the vague concept that it was something that would feel good. Which I would only know if I had found it. Something that would make me happy and I don't exactly mean the general search for happiness - I've always had the idea that if you have to search for happiness, you are doing something wrong - but something specific. And I think I have found what that thing is, the subject of the search.
Specifically, I'm searching for a pretty brunette who asks herself exactly these kinds of existential questions, can sing and who looks at me as if she wouldn't survive life without me.. But I'll settle for finding a girlfriend who sort of has the same view of the world as I have.. Which is not easy, because I actually don't know anyone else who has such a view of the world..


One other thing you have to remember: It's about the path not about the destination. Make sure you have fun now, don't plan to have fun later!

With this I'll leave you once more, have a good night!

Oh and btw: Go and watch the movie Into The Wild, it's really, really good!

Love,

Mart